Darkness depth of the Shadow

well I guess I should update this, well let see, it a new year, new work, and you know what I feel well I dunno I should be happy I have an amazing job that I love now, I can afford to pay my loan, pay my mother rent, and just do what I need, I have some new friends and still have some old ones. But you know what I really can't say I am happy. It weird. To make it worst this year FC I was planning to go to, but I didn't have the fund and I find out that all the furs that told they might not have gone are there now... So many I know and I can't see them, but again it not like it that bad I guess.

I dunno lately I been liking different, I dunno why and I dunno how long it been, I just feel lazy, not wanting to get up, sleepy at work, and I don't seem to be eating alot. Which in a way is good for me I need to lose some weight. I do miss the good old day where I would see friends and just hang out, like here

I've been hanging out with SilverTop a new fur. he live in Geelong and has to come to Melbourne, which he doesn't mind, he a really lay back fur and he wants to learn about the furry fandom so I've been helping him learn and I think he slow getting it, so yeah YAY more furs hehe.

Anyway I should stop, no one want to read about a fur that unsure what he should be feeling. But for now I'm loving my job and couldn't be happier.

This is Darken, signing off

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Well I know I haven't been on here much, but it doesn't change the fact I now have something that I think alot of you will be happy for me. As some of you, who follow me on Twitter would know but if not, well as of Wednesday I got a new job at well the Good Guys and be working in the Tech Zone *aka electrical section*, so I'm so excited but I am also nervous, why you might ask well the manager there give me the creeps, but yeah otherwise I'm really happy with this, it mean after 2 years of hating my Kayak job, I come out and found a job that I'm going to LOVE... hehe so yeah.

I start work Tuesday and also working Wed, and Thurs, from 10am - 6pm, so yeah I happy with that, and I get a month roster so I know what I'm doing. They also have given me the ok to attend MiDfur 11 which is super nice, so I can't wait for MiDfur too... so the rest of this month is going to be interesting. AND I CAN'T WAIT... hehe

Darken out...

Ok, after applying to USAFIS.org or Green Card Lottery, for a one year chance to get a trip to the US to live and work, they called me a couple of days ago. They called me to check up my info and ask me some question. The question were to see if I had the right mind set to live in the US for rest of my life, so I listened on, and by the time I realize they had told me that I was up for 489 USD, and I thought that sounds good, but without thinking I signed up. Anyway after he had told me that they took out 206 USD, I was shocked at the amount, I started to think and stressed, after he told what else I need to do, I thought I need to stop this, and cancel, but I could I approved the amount, now after telling that I'm in some money trouble, they wanted to help.

Anyway after talking with them today, they told me I was changed 608 USD, and I was shocked and told them now hold on it was 489 USD... Anyway after getting annoyed the best I get is NO more payments, I'm getting 9 CD to learn Lebanese and Spanish and the US bible guide, or something along those lines. So I've just LOST 206 USD, and I'm not really happy with this and I feel I've been screwed over, and I don't have enough to pay my loan. I'm upset but I thought I might put this up and make anyone think before getting trapped in this program.

I don't trust the Green Card Lottery (USAFIS.org) and I don't want anyone to have what happen to me happen to them.

EDIT: well after talking to my boss and hour search through site, I believe it not a scam but from recent event and talking to my bank, they have been trying to take out 300 to 500 buck out of my account, and I never authorise those amount so after being told this, I have got my card cancelled and stop so they can't try to get more money out. If they call to ask question just not going to answer, they promise to. Stop calling and sending me email they try that it.

Hey all,

I thinking on doing something for Halloween this month. Halloween is on Saturday (31st Oct), just so you all know, and I was thinking on walking around either the city (CBD) or Botanic Gardens. Was thinking between 4 and 6pm, just walking around maybe give out candy, who knows... wanted to see how many would be interested.

Yes I'm supporting this con, would love to go but yeah...

After 3 years of making the preliminarily finals, and 20 wins in 22 rounds, THE SAINTS ARE GOING TO GRAND FINAL!!! OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE...


1966 was the Saints last premiership.

I so going to the Grand Final, and have never been to one, and this year I'm going, I don't care if I have to sleep out ALL NIGHT to get a Grand Final ticket....

CARN ST KILDA!!!!

Well I'm back in Melbourne from Brisbane, and boy was it great. I had a blast at Rivfur. Little drama but overall the meet was Amazing, great to faces to name finally... Many thanks to Misty & Bingo for the cool keyring, Nikita for being well himself and just nice guy... *hugs kita*, Micky and Halfeb for the amazing dinner the first night, I was there and just the company, all the furs at Rivfur... I'm not going to name them all cause there was OVER 60 FURS.... OMG. Thanks to Hendikins for being the photo guy, he took alot of them and have to say they look amazing.

Special and most warmest thanks goes to Maio, Morak, Claw, and Husky without all you guys I won't have had much fun and for all the transport and just trying to show me a great time. Thanks to Husky for being a somewhat of a travel guide, tho u need to work on take furs places, but overall thank you. Tell your mother she raised a fine son.

I was little upset I had to leave early, before the last event which was the coffee night, but again you win some and u lose some, still had a good time, and just alot of GOOD memory have come out of it. Won't trade them for the world.

Next major event for me is well MiDfur, that looking to be a great con once again, hopefully it blow last year con to a whole new level...

anyway I'm back and ready the rest of the week.

Darken out

Well I arrived fine in Brisbane, was a nice flight tho bumpy. Maio and NIKITA came and picked me up from the airport and then went to Subway for lunch, then after off to Husky and Maio's place. meet the furs I'm staying with, then Maio offered me a lift to Sandgate station. Now this where I got pissed. it cost me me $9.40 for zones 1 - 13, and they won't take my health care card as a concession card, wtf. So anyway after a few stop I change Trains at Brisbane Central, to catch a Gold Coast train, so I could mickykitsune place. So I got to Nerang station at 6pm.

Myself, Micky and Halfeb headed to a local bistro for dinner, and I've had the BEST BBQ pork ribs ever. Then back to Micky and Halfeb's place for fun, movies and geek stuff....

But here what weird at about 11pm, as myslf, Micky & Halfeb were watching Flying High, I noticed a scream, I rushed to the balcony and saw a lady crying and a car speeding off, so myself and Halfeb ran down stairs to the pathway and there was a lady who was attacked by her boyfriend, I comfort her and keep her warm by rubbing her arms and back, and Halfeb supported. We took her to her unit, she smelled of beer, but no matter, took her to her unit, and made sure she was ok. Then came back and finished watching Flying High and now watching Monty Python flying circus.

So great day for my first day in Queensland.

Darken Out.....

well in just over 12 hours, till I take off for Brisbane and for Rivfur. I can't wait it be good to catch up with friends like, Misty, Kiba, Jet, Kidsune, Lore, Micky and many more that I've know online. I've been told that it going to be awesome and I can't wait, I need this break from my work and family, then come back with a fresh start.

I leave at 12pm Tomorrow (Wednesday) at Melbourne Airport, and arrive in Brisbane at 2:10pm, so I have all the afternoon and night free, I believe I'm going to catch up and see Micky in GC and go from them. Looking forward to this all, and the New Harry Potter movie, it look great and be glad to see it, I'm not a big fan of the series but it a movie I get into... ^_^


On abit of a sad note, I've seen I've lost a couple of friends from here, so it sad to lose a friend, and not know the reason, but hey that there choice, I can't stop them from removing me. I'm not upset or angry. But Thank you for your watch, and well comments in past.

Anyway I best be off, if you don't see me online, it because I'm busy and having LOTS of fun. But please email or Text message me, my cell is on always...

Darken out... =^_^=

nothing to really report, just saw Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen, I loved it, sad lost of Micheal Jackson, I love him for his song, and one song that I remember the most is Black & White one of the best songs he has ever did.

Also Wednesday I'll be going to get my forklift license, my father been pushing me for me to get one, so I told him to shut up and that I've signed up to get one, so hope he happy. What else, oh only couple of weeks now till Rivfur I can't wait i haven't been to Brisbane/Queensland since I was 12, so years on and I'm heading back, I'm looking forward to it, since I can't catch up furs some furs and just finally get out and suit. I haven't suited since MiDfur X, so I'm really excited.

Other then that nothing much to report. I better get off, I'm almost hit my limit, come on next month... hehe

Darken out....

Byakko is up against Mozee Otter, and he need your help, vote for your tiger


He need your votes

http://community.livejournal.com/fursuittourney/55589.html

I'm not joking when I say it SO cold and foggy, it come out of nowhere, I can't see more then a meter in front of me, god it dangerous to drive... :( and I mean that, I went to dinner with my friend AJ and god we couldn't see a thing, I'm glad he didn't hit anything, I'm still get nervous since my accident back when I was on my P's.... *bad memory* but yeah I just wanted to say

TO COLD AND FOGGY, I don't want to go to work, I think I might wear my body from my suit, if it this cold at work...

Kidsune had this on his msn message, and I just saw it, I WANT IT, I think that be so cool, if it real. Take a look


I so want to get it, if it does come put, that be SWEET... that all

Well I've slowly noticed that furs have been removing me, and that fine, I guess since I don't post enough here anymore, that fair enough, and there no hard feeling. I been spend alot of time on Twitter, I dunno why but I find that just abit easy to get thing out there. But anyway, updates, well since last post, I've see 2 new movies. Terminator Salvation and Night At The Museum 2, and I have to say I really enjoy them both. Saw Terminator with velvetmafia, sticks422, Diasis and Dandy at Southland and we all thought it was great, and the Night at the Museum 2 I saw it with Hayden, a new furs to Melbourne furs.

Other news I'm exicted because next month I'll be going to Rivfur in Brisbane, I can't wait to get back into the swing of fursuiting, I haven't done it since New Years but yeah, should be good to get back into before MiDfur. It will be my first time to Rivfur, and I'm looking forward to catch up with the Brisfurs.

I also got an iPhone too, since last week my old HTC mobile dead, it didn't want to make or receive calls, and was late with SMS, so I went to Optus, walked in and signed up with them, tho ATM I wish I didn't, cause of the news of the NEW iPhone, but oh well I didn't know and thanks to Optus who said there wasn't another phone, I missed out, so yeah. I think that all I can think of.

Darken out...

ANZAC Day... lest we forget


I want to say, remember to raise a glass to our fallen soldiers and remember them. I would type up what it mean to all the other country but I think read this link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ANZAC_day

Enjoy, remembrance, and have a great day.

YAY, I just got a call back from a car repair company *O'Brien* I can't wait, it this Friday, uh thank god, It good job pay is about 591 a week, alot better then 248 a week, and it an apprentice job, so after a years or depends on my train and my skills I can got up, so I hoping I get this, I have a car background thanks to my Car Audio skills.

So I just have to keep cool, it a group interview and if they happy, then a face to face one, so finger crossed. Thanks all I have to say... talk to u all later...

well I was going to write a good post about me going to my first Zoo keeper course, but I came home and my mother just told me she going to cut off the net for good, I shot her bill to about $405 bucks, SHIT I've never gotten that high before in my life, so now I'm really in need of money, and thanks to my ASSHOLE boss not giving me a pay raise I'm stuff. Dawn it, that real bad for me I'm going to lose something that keeps me going, you guys, the furs and IM friends, without you guys I'm GOING TO GO MAD...

I'm sad but yeah, anyway moving on from that, I had my first class today of "Introduce to Zoo Keeping" and it was great I looking forward to this course, it a step closer to becoming a Zookeeper, after this I have to apply for a Cert. II in Zoo keeping which can take up 12 months but I want it more then anything. So here hoping.

Now on other bad news my car died on the highway, it just STOP on top of a bridge in peek-hour traffic, so yeah lucky an old man gave me a push to get it off the bridge and into a side screen and call RACV and they said they be there soon, but my mother came and save me, gave me her car so I could get to my Course, so THANK U MUM, life-saver so yeah. but now this may be my last journal entry for awhile, tho u can catch me on Twitter since i can access that on my mobile so yay. but yeah if u wonder where I've gone, it thanks to me not having internet, so yeah laters all have a good one.

Darken Out

Grr I got hooked, thanks to ripner I blame him

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come join and help me grow... hehe

and also HAPPY EASTER to everyone

that's all

Darken out ^^